...If only I could start today over.

This is a really random post...

There are so many thoughts running through my head right now. 
Today has not been an exceptionally awesome Wednesday.  It has not been a very productive Wednesday either.  There are so many things I am tired of... but the Internet isn't a very constructive way to voice my annoyances.  I am amazing with how many people state who and what they are bugged with on Facebook. Hello people, who has ever heard of respect for other people??  If you are annoyed with someone how about you go to them individually and tell them you are annoyed with them FACE TO FACE, not instant message to instant message.

Here I go, ranting about people that rant online.  Hypocrite.

15 minutes of non stop thinking by Shina:

I wish I could justify taking a nap right now.  Peyton finally fell asleep in her swing. I have 3 1/2 flipping hours of work left to do today. I want a shopping spree to find some cute clothes that will help me feel pretty. I am pathetic for thinking clothes will help me feel pretty. I really need to have more love for myself.  I am beautiful even though I don't always think it. I wish I didn't work, but if I didn't work, we wouldn't survive. Retirement sounds so amazing right now. If I was retired I could have a huge garden and raise my kids to be hard workers. Maybe I will teach them the value of work by working from home. I still want to retire though. I have not left my house once today. The sunshine looks so pretty. Dave will be home soon and then I can go on a small shopping spree. Paparazzi party tonight. What will I buy? I don't really wear a lot of necklaces and bracelets. Rings maybe? Earrings definitely!  Peyton would be so cute with pierced earrings.  I will have to wait though.. It will be her choice when she is old enough to decide.  I need to go to Macey's and buy 72 hour kit odds and ends. I really need to get my food storage built up and organized. I have had many promptings to get some of the basic items, but haven't had the money to go out and buy items.  My grandma's food storage room is so awesome. I really want a wheat grinder, but I don't have any wheat to grind.  I sure love Bountiful Baskets. My eyes are so droopy. I haven't finished getting ready for the day. At least I got dressed... that doesn't happen every day. I wish Peyton's bum wasn't so sensitive. Her rashes are really getting to me.  Dave... where are you. I want to go outside.